Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Discovery of Porn Magazines

As I look back over my childhood I remember incidents that should have predicted to my mom the kind of woman I would turn out to be. Although I don't know if my mom knew about this one. It was when I first discovered dirty magazines and how much I loved them.

I started babysitting when I was really young for my neighbors. I think I was about 8 or 9. After the kids went to bed one night I was upstairs using the parents bathroom when I noticed one of the cabinet drawers was open. As I went to close it, something caught my eye. I opened up the drawer and there was a massive stack of porn magazines. They weren't your typical Playboy either, they were really raunchy and hardcore. I remember being mesmerized because I have never seen anything like this before. I sat there for the longest time just flipping through the pages starring down at the naked people.

I remember thinking and wondering why the men's penises were so big, red and vainy. Or that people posed for pictures like this and it was no big deal. I could not put the magazines down. But of course I had to because I didn't want the parents coming home and finding their 9 year old babysitter reading smut.

After that I would always go find the magazines after the kids were in bed and look at them. I don't remember why but I was just so fascinated by them. It all makes sense now. When I have kids I'm going to lock up all my dirty stuff. Because if they are anything like me, well then they would be littler perverts.

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1 comment:

Christal T. said...

Ummmm I'm your mini me. The SAME exact thing happened to me! Except these were my dad's and his coworker who ran a site back in the day selling asian pornos. I was terrified, yet so intrigued! Ever since then, I've always been on the hunt. Now, it's not so much a secret... hahahaa